survival
    
 
 
    i live
 
      
        further from survival
        than many.
    i live
 
      
        closer to survival
      than many.
 
      
      
      
        
          
          when the artist has to focus on survival, then, learning how to survive is the art process, and survival is the art.
      
    
    1st draft of a manifesto about survival art
        
        survival art does not invent a parallel process to life itself
        survival art does not add metalayers (ex: documentation, critique) to life unless they are for advocacy
        survival art happens in the present, not in production
        survival art mandates self-care
        survival art respects individual limitations
        survival art crips art
        survival art can speak about bedbugs
        survival art holds what is happening in the urgency
        survival art valides the acts of survival as artistic gestures
        survival art is a form of advocacy
        survival art might be a form of new materialism
          how did i arrive to this art process?
i experienced a crisis in 2017 that taught me that my performance work had been 
an art of privilege. i had created "experiences" that, even if deeply connected with my life
and that of my trans and/or disabled peers, were in a container of art practices
that was stiffly staying besides the real-time process and the urgencies of our lives.
    
past naive hopes for systemic change
my mind was splitting in two.
pain and insight came. something had to change. my first steps were to de-document a lot of my work
and to create the 
failure postcards (2017-2019)